Please tell me this is not happening. I am at lost on what to do.

My 100th Post

Finally hitting my 100th post! Took me few good years to reach this post man.

Just done with my CNY break and now getting back to my internship (and awaits the next Public Holiday on the calendar, how saddening).

Anyway, I am glad I had the opportunity to ask the question that I haven been building up my courage for weeks to ask. I swear I was stammering while I asked it. The response was kinda expected, an ambiguous one. I can't get my hopes too high yet, can I? Not giving up yet definitely and will go update my CV and hopes for the best now!

Oh, and did I mention that my one of the coolest features that my office's portal has is that they have various motivational quotes on it. And this is my new found favourite quote :

'The answer is simple. If you want something very badly, you will achieve it' - Jones Margo

:D

I ain't a Supergirl

It's not easy..

to be me.

Hello, 2012

As much as I would love to remain in 2011, (Back to December by Taylor Swift playing in the head) the new year is here and it's been a week since my internship started. I'm assigned to a new team now, very different supervisor and different ways of doing things, am still trying to fit in. Hope things will be better from now on.

So I have finally decided that CFA is perhaps not for me. I heard that it is even harder than ACCA. I probably should just settle down with my internship for the time being. Education, for now, sadly, comes later :/

The 1st week of 2012 have been quite enjoyable for me. I am looking forward to a greater 51 weeks ahead. 2012, please be nice to me :)

CFA?

Should I be continuing my studies to a higher level? Should I take up CFA? Up till this point, I am still unable to decide my career path. Besides, the fees for this program is quite hefty, although its in USD and not UK pounds like ACCA.

But I am still unable to grasp the fact that my study life is ENDING. I still wan to attend classes, I still wan to learn with notes and lecture notes in a classroom environment and CFA seems like an interesting course (finance related).

If only money is never the problem.

So, should I?

Farewell 2011, Hello 2012

The year would be ending in about 2 days time. As I stroll down the memory lane for the whole year, it has been a truly hectic year; entering my 3rd and perhaps my final year in my degree, having met more kinds of people, being appreciated, being let down and also letting down certain groups of people, making head cracking decisions which go against my own wills at times and lastly completing my Independent Project which I proudly got an A+ for it. Despite that, I never truly regretted them. Each and every event has taught me certain aspects of life, lesson learnt from each. The past 12 months have been a truly roller-coaster ride, period.

I will soon be ending my degree studies and entering the corporate world. Having dealt with various group mates with some difficult personalities, I am more confident to face the society in the working world. I hope to be able to handle people better as I step into the next phase of my life.

Knowing that I still have 1 elective subject left untaken, I am stepping into the working world heavy heartedly. Given a choice, I would choose to face January by going back to uni, meeting my friends, enjoying my last semester of my degree life.

If only a 2nd chance is available. That should be one of my 2011 regrets.

But oh well, decisions have been made. I should just go with the flow and continue to excel in my internship and perhaps should start thinking of my own career, which is still unclear at this point.

To all my uni mates, it has been a wonder to have met all of you. The ones that I have enjoyed my rocky journey with. Wei Jia, Joo Ying, Mun Yee, Xiemin and Yeannie and the rest of the uni mates that has helped make my uni life more joyful. You all have made me seen the hidden lesson learnt from uni life; friends whom I can rely on and friends that I can't. Thank you mates.

To 2012, this year has been an indeed rocky 1, it has not been one of the best years. I am hoping to face a better year ahead. Please be kind with me.

Making resolutions and sticking to them has not been my habit but I think I should start it off this year, which I hope can make me a more resolved person.

Shall think of what to put into my 2012 resolutions tomorrow. Nights, world :)

Up and about

Well well well, looks like it's been a real long time since I last posted something over here.
Sorry for my long absence but I shall keep it in mind to post something here once in a while.

So what have I been up to lately? Nothing much. Except my FYP. There's been so much going on since the last time I have blogged (I have completed my studies-except for 1 elective paper which I doubt I would be taking, I'm getting into intern within the next 2 months, stepping into the working world for REAL, no more full-time studying, period). Gonna miss my carefree student life a real lot. And my wonderful uni mates too that has added so much colours to my life. I have been blessed to meet such cooperative bunch of uni mates and had various ups and downs with all of you. Enjoyed every moment of them. You all know who you are :)

Time really do fly. It seems like only yesterday when I stepped into the uni for my tertiary education, and here I am now, rushing for my FYP; dreading about stepping into society as a working adult tralala, the list goes on.

Had a nice little chat with my lecturer yesterday and she didn't seem all that scary off-class, in fact I enjoyed our short little pep talk.

'We can never stay at the same spot forever. We should always be learning, adapting to new things around us. That's life'

Very agreeable statement indeed. Oh well, it's still 2 months too early to be thinking about these things, right? I should just continue to relax for the time being. :)

FYP. FYP. If it's something that I have learned most from it for the past 7 months, it would have to be mental strength. I shall persevere for another 3 weeks or so until I hand in my FYP, when I can finally chillax. CWL, you can do it!

Now, I shall relax with my dose of anime (Natsume Yuuchinjou S2- just completed my Season 1 yesterday) before I get back to my FYP.