CFA?

Should I be continuing my studies to a higher level? Should I take up CFA? Up till this point, I am still unable to decide my career path. Besides, the fees for this program is quite hefty, although its in USD and not UK pounds like ACCA.

But I am still unable to grasp the fact that my study life is ENDING. I still wan to attend classes, I still wan to learn with notes and lecture notes in a classroom environment and CFA seems like an interesting course (finance related).

If only money is never the problem.

So, should I?

Farewell 2011, Hello 2012

The year would be ending in about 2 days time. As I stroll down the memory lane for the whole year, it has been a truly hectic year; entering my 3rd and perhaps my final year in my degree, having met more kinds of people, being appreciated, being let down and also letting down certain groups of people, making head cracking decisions which go against my own wills at times and lastly completing my Independent Project which I proudly got an A+ for it. Despite that, I never truly regretted them. Each and every event has taught me certain aspects of life, lesson learnt from each. The past 12 months have been a truly roller-coaster ride, period.

I will soon be ending my degree studies and entering the corporate world. Having dealt with various group mates with some difficult personalities, I am more confident to face the society in the working world. I hope to be able to handle people better as I step into the next phase of my life.

Knowing that I still have 1 elective subject left untaken, I am stepping into the working world heavy heartedly. Given a choice, I would choose to face January by going back to uni, meeting my friends, enjoying my last semester of my degree life.

If only a 2nd chance is available. That should be one of my 2011 regrets.

But oh well, decisions have been made. I should just go with the flow and continue to excel in my internship and perhaps should start thinking of my own career, which is still unclear at this point.

To all my uni mates, it has been a wonder to have met all of you. The ones that I have enjoyed my rocky journey with. Wei Jia, Joo Ying, Mun Yee, Xiemin and Yeannie and the rest of the uni mates that has helped make my uni life more joyful. You all have made me seen the hidden lesson learnt from uni life; friends whom I can rely on and friends that I can't. Thank you mates.

To 2012, this year has been an indeed rocky 1, it has not been one of the best years. I am hoping to face a better year ahead. Please be kind with me.

Making resolutions and sticking to them has not been my habit but I think I should start it off this year, which I hope can make me a more resolved person.

Shall think of what to put into my 2012 resolutions tomorrow. Nights, world :)

Up and about

Well well well, looks like it's been a real long time since I last posted something over here.
Sorry for my long absence but I shall keep it in mind to post something here once in a while.

So what have I been up to lately? Nothing much. Except my FYP. There's been so much going on since the last time I have blogged (I have completed my studies-except for 1 elective paper which I doubt I would be taking, I'm getting into intern within the next 2 months, stepping into the working world for REAL, no more full-time studying, period). Gonna miss my carefree student life a real lot. And my wonderful uni mates too that has added so much colours to my life. I have been blessed to meet such cooperative bunch of uni mates and had various ups and downs with all of you. Enjoyed every moment of them. You all know who you are :)

Time really do fly. It seems like only yesterday when I stepped into the uni for my tertiary education, and here I am now, rushing for my FYP; dreading about stepping into society as a working adult tralala, the list goes on.

Had a nice little chat with my lecturer yesterday and she didn't seem all that scary off-class, in fact I enjoyed our short little pep talk.

'We can never stay at the same spot forever. We should always be learning, adapting to new things around us. That's life'

Very agreeable statement indeed. Oh well, it's still 2 months too early to be thinking about these things, right? I should just continue to relax for the time being. :)

FYP. FYP. If it's something that I have learned most from it for the past 7 months, it would have to be mental strength. I shall persevere for another 3 weeks or so until I hand in my FYP, when I can finally chillax. CWL, you can do it!

Now, I shall relax with my dose of anime (Natsume Yuuchinjou S2- just completed my Season 1 yesterday) before I get back to my FYP.

Rukia T__T

Tsk. Bleach latest chapter (423) is too saddening. *Spoilers ahead* Left me teary-eyed after reading it.

Ichigo is not able to see Rukia anymore after losing his shinigami powers!! And I hope Ichigo is not going to end up with Orihime! Argh. Pisses me off seeing her. sigh.

How is Bleach going to end?

And 2 weeks of hiatus. what a sad cliffhanger. sigh. T__T

Dreams

I constantly dream. Some are crappy ones, usually really weird ones which the people and the places don't usually blend in real life, or ending up in few different scenes in a single dream, with people that I no longer in contact with, etc etc (that's why it's a dream).

However, occasionally, some dreams are more surreal compared to the rest. They are still weird, nonetheless, but they are more of mixtures of weirdness and some nostalgic scenarios which I had experienced before. It somehow made me woke up feeling lethargic and will result me on pondering upon the dream for a whole day.

And the nostalgic vibes it gave me is rather frustrating.

Gosh. It's unfathomable, period.

p.s. : sigh. only a week more to go.

Some amusing thoughts

I have never given much thought on what kind of a person I would be perceived by outsiders. My point here is not to say that I am ignorant. Just that it's sorta amusing in learning how people would think of you. Especially when it is least expected. And when you thought you were already long forgotten. Laughable, really.

Life is unpredictable. And it is really random.


p.s. : receiving constant notices at the 11th hour is getting on my nerves. Can't you be a little more considerate?

Busy life continues

It's been awhile since I last updated, sorry all for the absence. Have been buried with tonnes of assignments and very glad now that I can finally say I have finished them all. *beams* 3 more presentations next week and I need to start making preparations for my finals. My never ending busy life continues. It has been a tiring and hectic month, rushing non-stop nearly every single day to finish up my assignments. One BRM is enough to keep me busy for this entire semester. It is hard enough to complete this group project; am starting to have some paranoia on how I'll be able to do my IP (Independent Project) in my final year. Well, I'll ponder on that again when I'm free; definitely not anytime soon. Or let's just say I don't want to fret about this yet, already have enough things to be troubled with.
For one, I always find it hard to reject people. It's not about me wanting to please people all the time.

But it's just that I feel bad saying 'no' straightly, but yet I have no idea on how to say 'no' without making the person requesting feel disappointed. Well, okay, maybe I am trying to please people all the time.Which at the end of the day, it makes myself suffer for wanting to make others happy.

Don't get the wrong idea here, I am not promoting myself as a noble person. No matter how much I wanna reject, I will always end up saying 'yes' and regretting later on.

Sigh, guess there's no way out for this, which explains why it's always troubling me. Back to square one.


p.s. : spontaneous acts have turned to a norm for me now; which is fun.