Rukia T__T

Tsk. Bleach latest chapter (423) is too saddening. *Spoilers ahead* Left me teary-eyed after reading it.

Ichigo is not able to see Rukia anymore after losing his shinigami powers!! And I hope Ichigo is not going to end up with Orihime! Argh. Pisses me off seeing her. sigh.

How is Bleach going to end?

And 2 weeks of hiatus. what a sad cliffhanger. sigh. T__T

Dreams

I constantly dream. Some are crappy ones, usually really weird ones which the people and the places don't usually blend in real life, or ending up in few different scenes in a single dream, with people that I no longer in contact with, etc etc (that's why it's a dream).

However, occasionally, some dreams are more surreal compared to the rest. They are still weird, nonetheless, but they are more of mixtures of weirdness and some nostalgic scenarios which I had experienced before. It somehow made me woke up feeling lethargic and will result me on pondering upon the dream for a whole day.

And the nostalgic vibes it gave me is rather frustrating.

Gosh. It's unfathomable, period.

p.s. : sigh. only a week more to go.

Some amusing thoughts

I have never given much thought on what kind of a person I would be perceived by outsiders. My point here is not to say that I am ignorant. Just that it's sorta amusing in learning how people would think of you. Especially when it is least expected. And when you thought you were already long forgotten. Laughable, really.

Life is unpredictable. And it is really random.


p.s. : receiving constant notices at the 11th hour is getting on my nerves. Can't you be a little more considerate?

Busy life continues

It's been awhile since I last updated, sorry all for the absence. Have been buried with tonnes of assignments and very glad now that I can finally say I have finished them all. *beams* 3 more presentations next week and I need to start making preparations for my finals. My never ending busy life continues. It has been a tiring and hectic month, rushing non-stop nearly every single day to finish up my assignments. One BRM is enough to keep me busy for this entire semester. It is hard enough to complete this group project; am starting to have some paranoia on how I'll be able to do my IP (Independent Project) in my final year. Well, I'll ponder on that again when I'm free; definitely not anytime soon. Or let's just say I don't want to fret about this yet, already have enough things to be troubled with.
For one, I always find it hard to reject people. It's not about me wanting to please people all the time.

But it's just that I feel bad saying 'no' straightly, but yet I have no idea on how to say 'no' without making the person requesting feel disappointed. Well, okay, maybe I am trying to please people all the time.Which at the end of the day, it makes myself suffer for wanting to make others happy.

Don't get the wrong idea here, I am not promoting myself as a noble person. No matter how much I wanna reject, I will always end up saying 'yes' and regretting later on.

Sigh, guess there's no way out for this, which explains why it's always troubling me. Back to square one.


p.s. : spontaneous acts have turned to a norm for me now; which is fun.

Had movie marathon today. Finally watched it after 8 months of anticipation. Prince of Persia is indeed a show that is worth the wait, frankly. Action packed, handsome guy with pretty gal as main cast, simply splendid. Karate Kid was not bad too. But I have no idea as to why snakes scenes are inevitable. Such fate. Though I'm a snake myself, it sends me shivers especially when they focus on the scales of their body. *shivers*

You tube has become the most visited sites for me this week, making me laugh so much ( I'm gaining more stronger muscles at my abs ), never thought these videos would be so entertaining. lol.

p.s. : great minds do think alike, no?

back to my videos now :)

Got a new monitor today. My fat-bulky baby broke down few nights ago after good 9 years, while I was searching for journals. Tsk.

BRM is making my brain overwork. boo hoo.
I need a freaking problem for my research!

Finally my last subject has been approved. I've been thinking to just stick to 4 subjects but since it's already approved, I'll just go for 5 subjects like my first semester. Well, I hope to do well. *fingers crossed*

Since it's just the beginning of the semester, I'm still quite free. No assignments yet, (although Business Research Method is starting to scare me a little) and there's still prolly few weeks more to mid term, thus, am looking forward to some good books.
XF, I want your latest Cecelia book! :) Come back soon and we can meet up. *beams*

p.s. : Happy Teachers' Day to all great teachers out there!