I have never given much thought on what kind of a person I would be perceived by outsiders. My point here is not to say that I am ignorant. Just that it's sorta amusing in learning how people would think of you. Especially when it is least expected. And when you thought you were already long forgotten. Laughable, really.
Life is unpredictable. And it is really random.
p.s. : receiving constant notices at the 11th hour is getting on my nerves. Can't you be a little more considerate?
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Busy life continues
It's been awhile since I last updated, sorry all for the absence. Have been buried with tonnes of assignments and very glad now that I can finally say I have finished them all. *beams* 3 more presentations next week and I need to start making preparations for my finals. My never ending busy life continues. It has been a tiring and hectic month, rushing non-stop nearly every single day to finish up my assignments. One BRM is enough to keep me busy for this entire semester. It is hard enough to complete this group project; am starting to have some paranoia on how I'll be able to do my IP (Independent Project) in my final year. Well, I'll ponder on that again when I'm free; definitely not anytime soon. Or let's just say I don't want to fret about this yet, already have enough things to be troubled with.
For one, I always find it hard to reject people. It's not about me wanting to please people all the time.
But it's just that I feel bad saying 'no' straightly, but yet I have no idea on how to say 'no' without making the person requesting feel disappointed. Well, okay, maybe I am trying to please people all the time.Which at the end of the day, it makes myself suffer for wanting to make others happy.
Don't get the wrong idea here, I am not promoting myself as a noble person. No matter how much I wanna reject, I will always end up saying 'yes' and regretting later on.
Sigh, guess there's no way out for this, which explains why it's always troubling me. Back to square one.
p.s. : spontaneous acts have turned to a norm for me now; which is fun.
For one, I always find it hard to reject people. It's not about me wanting to please people all the time.
But it's just that I feel bad saying 'no' straightly, but yet I have no idea on how to say 'no' without making the person requesting feel disappointed. Well, okay, maybe I am trying to please people all the time.Which at the end of the day, it makes myself suffer for wanting to make others happy.
Don't get the wrong idea here, I am not promoting myself as a noble person. No matter how much I wanna reject, I will always end up saying 'yes' and regretting later on.
Sigh, guess there's no way out for this, which explains why it's always troubling me. Back to square one.
p.s. : spontaneous acts have turned to a norm for me now; which is fun.
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