Rukia T__T

Tsk. Bleach latest chapter (423) is too saddening. *Spoilers ahead* Left me teary-eyed after reading it.

Ichigo is not able to see Rukia anymore after losing his shinigami powers!! And I hope Ichigo is not going to end up with Orihime! Argh. Pisses me off seeing her. sigh.

How is Bleach going to end?

And 2 weeks of hiatus. what a sad cliffhanger. sigh. T__T

Dreams

I constantly dream. Some are crappy ones, usually really weird ones which the people and the places don't usually blend in real life, or ending up in few different scenes in a single dream, with people that I no longer in contact with, etc etc (that's why it's a dream).

However, occasionally, some dreams are more surreal compared to the rest. They are still weird, nonetheless, but they are more of mixtures of weirdness and some nostalgic scenarios which I had experienced before. It somehow made me woke up feeling lethargic and will result me on pondering upon the dream for a whole day.

And the nostalgic vibes it gave me is rather frustrating.

Gosh. It's unfathomable, period.

p.s. : sigh. only a week more to go.

Some amusing thoughts

I have never given much thought on what kind of a person I would be perceived by outsiders. My point here is not to say that I am ignorant. Just that it's sorta amusing in learning how people would think of you. Especially when it is least expected. And when you thought you were already long forgotten. Laughable, really.

Life is unpredictable. And it is really random.


p.s. : receiving constant notices at the 11th hour is getting on my nerves. Can't you be a little more considerate?

Busy life continues

It's been awhile since I last updated, sorry all for the absence. Have been buried with tonnes of assignments and very glad now that I can finally say I have finished them all. *beams* 3 more presentations next week and I need to start making preparations for my finals. My never ending busy life continues. It has been a tiring and hectic month, rushing non-stop nearly every single day to finish up my assignments. One BRM is enough to keep me busy for this entire semester. It is hard enough to complete this group project; am starting to have some paranoia on how I'll be able to do my IP (Independent Project) in my final year. Well, I'll ponder on that again when I'm free; definitely not anytime soon. Or let's just say I don't want to fret about this yet, already have enough things to be troubled with.
For one, I always find it hard to reject people. It's not about me wanting to please people all the time.

But it's just that I feel bad saying 'no' straightly, but yet I have no idea on how to say 'no' without making the person requesting feel disappointed. Well, okay, maybe I am trying to please people all the time.Which at the end of the day, it makes myself suffer for wanting to make others happy.

Don't get the wrong idea here, I am not promoting myself as a noble person. No matter how much I wanna reject, I will always end up saying 'yes' and regretting later on.

Sigh, guess there's no way out for this, which explains why it's always troubling me. Back to square one.


p.s. : spontaneous acts have turned to a norm for me now; which is fun.

Had movie marathon today. Finally watched it after 8 months of anticipation. Prince of Persia is indeed a show that is worth the wait, frankly. Action packed, handsome guy with pretty gal as main cast, simply splendid. Karate Kid was not bad too. But I have no idea as to why snakes scenes are inevitable. Such fate. Though I'm a snake myself, it sends me shivers especially when they focus on the scales of their body. *shivers*

You tube has become the most visited sites for me this week, making me laugh so much ( I'm gaining more stronger muscles at my abs ), never thought these videos would be so entertaining. lol.

p.s. : great minds do think alike, no?

back to my videos now :)

Got a new monitor today. My fat-bulky baby broke down few nights ago after good 9 years, while I was searching for journals. Tsk.

BRM is making my brain overwork. boo hoo.
I need a freaking problem for my research!

Finally my last subject has been approved. I've been thinking to just stick to 4 subjects but since it's already approved, I'll just go for 5 subjects like my first semester. Well, I hope to do well. *fingers crossed*

Since it's just the beginning of the semester, I'm still quite free. No assignments yet, (although Business Research Method is starting to scare me a little) and there's still prolly few weeks more to mid term, thus, am looking forward to some good books.
XF, I want your latest Cecelia book! :) Come back soon and we can meet up. *beams*

p.s. : Happy Teachers' Day to all great teachers out there!

Sometimes, actually most of the times, it seems to me that I'm updating just for the sake of preserving this blog. There are actually much to be jotted down here but I feel some too unnecessary to be posted, or rather, I have problems in conveying about what I would want to post about and often find myself contemplating whether I should post about it ( something I face most of the times ) and often ended up not posting anything. I guess you all who read my blog would find that I am living quite a dull life. But heck, as a mean to preserve this blog, that's what I would need to post about; my not-so-interesting life. So yeah, for the time being, you will all have to bear with this monotonous tone blog. If you all are still reading this, that is.

So, new semester (Semester 4) has already started for a week and it has been a year since I started studying here. How time flies. Not exactly satisfied with my last semester results though. I had hoped for a better results for my Financial paper. Oh well, last minutes studies, nothing much should be expected from me. And the theory part was all screwed up. Must not procrastinate anymore this semester.

Still taking some year 1 subjects this semester and have like 2 night classes. Until 8! Gosh. I'm already brain dead on the way home, concentrating on the road is kinda tough. Thus, must stop my owl habit and start going to bed early. Like 11pm. That sounds pretty lifeless; considering I don't hang out as often, (tsk, yea I'm turning anti - social) and now I would be needing my sleep so much.

My subjects are still not approved yet, due to new policies, and a new Head taking over for my course has left me feeling hanging and unsettled. Hope my subjects would be approved ASAP so that i can settle down and attend attend my classes peacefully without feeling like an immigrant.

My holidays are ending. Sigh. Where did they went to? I have not even enjoyed enough. 1 week of holidays after 4 months of study if definitely not sufficient. And the constant change in timetable is really bugging me. As quoted by Hweeli, ' Welcome to UCSI' . How true.

Mickey did not make it in the end. Nevertheless, he had been strong and the medication had helped him survive longer than he could. I'll definitely miss him.

(Sept 2008 - 1 May 2010)

RIP, boy

What a memorably bitter Labours' Day this year. *cries*

Finally decided to take Mickey out to the vet. Hopefully antibiotic works on him.

Get well soon, boy. ♥

Started out pretty nervous but I soon got the hang of it. It may not mean even anything to others, but it meant the world to me. And it made me ridiculously happy somehow. I'm easily contented, period.

Today marks a memorable first time to me. *beams*


p.s : and I think that there is a limit to everything, especially in pranking others, though it's April Fool.

I really despise people who are ill mannered. I think it is only right that one still keep their basic mannerism with them regardless of who and where you are, or who you're talking to even to a maid or a janitor. They may not be of same status as you, but hello, are they not human? I thought it is of basic etiquette to know that respect is supposed to be earned. Not by instilling fear to people of lower standard with your all sarcastic and rude words. Please do not feel all proud and snobbish about all the blatant fearful look on people when they are talking to you just because you're more superior than them and the annoying sarcastic tone you have in your words. And what happen to the 3 magic words that you learned from your parents? Where are your 'Please, sorry and thank you'? Or did you even learn any? Do you even know these words existed? Guessed not.

Honestly, I have no respect for people of this kind. I guess its no longer the fearsome feeling that I have, super dislike-ness is more like it. And disappointed to be knowing that I ought to be learning something from you. You should really go home and start learning up.

p.s : I do not like inconsiderate people too. Can they for once, be rational? I'm not being picky here, I think I just have my own demands.

Sweet dreams, please?

Get up feeling so uneasy while slowly remembering what a super weird dream I just had. Funny thing about nightmare is that it only gives me the creeps when I'm dreaming. I will then wake up wondering how something like that can make me jolt up from my bed out of a sudden. And it had made me wake up earlier than I planned to. And I'm up feeling all fuzzy with the details I can't really remember but an indescribable weird uneasiness feeling from the effect of nightmares not leaving. Nightmares are never pleasant, period.

p.s. : One last assignment to go for this semester! Gambate, WL!

A fun day out :)

My first gang outing this year with JY,MY n WJ. (oh now i notice the similiar initials they share. LOL). And we watched Alice in Wonderland in Leisure Mall after our classes. So many years never been there already! Still can recognize some similar shops and restaurants though was still a little jakun looking around the mall.

Boy, was it tiring. I was already sleepy during the movie, not because that it's boring, it must be due to the late nights I had yesterday and early class I this morning and I was already yawning all the way during and after the movie.

As I didn't really had a proper lunch, we went for a tea break + dinner makan at a restaurant nearby. That has got to be the best part of our day as chatters were passed around like we have not met each other for 10 years, which in fact, we just saw each other this morning and I see them like nearly everyday! We were gossiping, complaining, and crapping on random stuffs, what more with WJ joining us this time, it has definitely gone much much noisier. We have been talking and laughing for good 3.5 hours, or more as we were still talking on the way back in car. So yeah, we are good enough to conduct lecture on craps.

And now, I really am worn out. Mentally though, physically not really since I didn't move much of my muscle except my jaw. It's good to learn that I will soon be developing some laughing lines. :))

Looking forward to our next outing *beams* must get some good rest a night before though.

Finals faster finish la!

Just as I'm falling down...

I once had a boss who told me, 'regardless of what course you'll be taking for your tertiary education, it would be beneficial for you, and you're sure to learn something. That's because you'll meet different types of people out there' .

At that point of time, I couldn't understand what he meant by that. But after few semesters of uni life, I've understood completely. And I will be grasping that piece of advice as a mode of motivation when I feel like falling down.

And, indeed, I'm standing up again. :) Thanks boss.

Gahh. I'm encountering weird people. O.o

And there goes my CNY holiday.
Been eating, visiting and enjoying non stop. No doubt the greatest celebration of the year. Guess it's time to get a little bit more serious.

Bye bye holidays.

Hello to mid terms n assignments. *cries*

I'm sick of being sick! First sore throat then flu. Now flu has kinda left me but sore throat is still here! In fact, it's getting worse. It's a different sore throat as the one I had before this, but it's definitely getting worse. Cuz my voice is now turning super sexy, it's even rougher than a guy's voice. Oh my. And now it even hurts to talk. tsk. And being me, it's hard to go through one day without talking. Sigh. I must recover soon! The CNY cookies are already at home but I can't eat yet due to my sorethroat. AHHH. Sore throat go away! Let me enjoy my CNY, alright?

And I need to start bucking up on my studies. Have been slacking a lot. Somebody motivate me please? I must start working on my assignments. And my FA2 mid term is starting next week. Only 1 paper though. Phew. The rest are after CNY. So that means I need to study too and try to complete my assignments during CNY break. And here I was planning to finish watching my Full metal alchemist Season 1 during my CNY break! Don't think that's possible. Hmm. Don't care. Enjoy my CNY first. Can't let my midterm and assignments ruin my CNY! =))

And Ms sore throat, can u please leave me fast? I want to eat my fried seaweed cracker. Tsk.

The first month of 2010 is ending soon and I've finally found some leisure time to be sitting down and blog here. Sorry for the long update! Sigh. I've been kinda busy in spring cleaning seeing that CNY is just around the corner and also busy catching up with my studies and not forgetting, the sucky connection that I'm receiving from Streamyx which makes me unable to on9 for few days. Yes, I'm finally admitting that I'm addicted to on9-ing.

And I've finally watched Avatar! Was very reluctant to watch it at first as the blue freaks looks really freaky to me. But, I was somehow tempted to watch it by friends who have watched it and said it's nice! And, they're right! My first movie for the year and it's definitely a great one! Also it's my first time watching a 3-D movie and it was awesome although it makes my eyes tire a little at the end of the movie and I also need to keep holding on to the 3-D specs throughout the 3 hours movie. Even the storyline wasn't as boring or ordinary as some of my friends claimed. Hmm. And it's such a beautiful movie. Just lovee this movie. *beams*

There's so many nice movies that's coming out next month and I really want to watch them all! MY, jom go movie with me! :)
But my purse is sobbing already. And I still have another textbook to buy and its gonna cost me bout 100 bucks! Tsk. How very expensive. Think of how many movies I could have watched if there's no need for the textbook. sigh.

And the crazy CNY weather is driving me crazy too. Headaches are becoming a norm and now I'm having sore throat too. gahh.

Awaiting for a nicer February. *a great start seeing it's holiday tomorrow* :))

Wee! CMA lecturer is finally in! He looks like an experienced lecturer. Hopefully he's good. So I have one thing lesser to worry. For now. =))

Star light, star bright,
First star I see tonight,
I wish I will, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wished tonight.

*fingers crossed*

Third semester ^^

It's been a fortnight since I started my third semester and this semester would be a tougher one for me as I'll be taking 2 Year 2 subjects! Must do more revision already. Cannot let histories like what happened to my FOM n Business Law to repeat. tsk.

Supposedly I could have cleared all my Year 1 subjects but due to the wonderful timetable prepared by the management, the classes kept clashing and I ended up with two Year 2 subjects.

The subjects I'm taking for this semester :

1. Cost and Management Accounting
2. Malaysian Studies
3. Financial Accounting (Year 2)
4. Auditing 1 (Year 2)

Sadly, there's still no lecturer available for CMA class. I have more free periods now but hopefully that TBA fellow is coming in soon. I desperately need to take this subject as it's one of my core subjects in my course, or else I might not be able to take up some Year 2 subjects in the following semester.

Well, for Malaysian Studies, it was at first quite interesting as we are attending lectures that we have learned before in our secondary years. But entering the 2nd week, I felt that I have forgotten most of my History Studies. How on earth did I manage an A for my Sejarah? LOL.

Financial Acc 2 is slightly different and I find the syllabus is deeper compared to what we've learned in FA1. At least I can say I'm learning something now. Hopefully I can cope up with my lecturer's rapping skill.

Initially I wanted to take Company Law which is also a Year 2 subject. However, as I've mentioned earlier, the wonderful timetable has caused me to take another subject due to the constant change in my subjects timetable and so I dropped my Company Law and added Auditing 1. This is one subject I never had on my mind when I did my course selection. I had no plannings to take it so soon as I thought it would be a tough subject and I wanted to take it prolly in the coming semester. Hopefully my few months of working in audit firm would help me understand the subject better as this subject is mostly theory and alot of applications needs to be done in answering the questions. Desperately need to flip back my accounting notes already.

And I'm currently joining a newsletter in my uni, named Hailer. I'll be goin through a probation period for this semester. Finally I'm in some club. Has never been really active since I enrolled in this uni. Lol. Hopefully I can stay long in this club, not like some sleeping club I previously joined.

There's all for recent updates on my study life. Labor work. Hailer. Studies. I really must learn to manage my time better man. Gambate Wai Ling!

Farewell to bittersweet 2009

2010 is here! And that marks the end of my holiday and also the end to my working days.

Overall, 2009 had been a great long year filled with ups and downs : I worked at 3 different places, phones got stolen TWICE (I must add to my resolution list to not be so dumb this year. tsk), started my tertiary education in a whole new place and having met many nice people, great friends found, old friends still treasured and the year ended with a 1st year birthday celebration for my adorable baby nephew, Daniel on the last night of 2009. It has been a fantastic year indeed.

Looking forward to a greater 2010 for sure!

Despite it being part and parcel of life, farewells are never pleasant :(